Who do you think you are?

Am i too ugly? as i know lah kan, i'm better than you la girl. Boyf dah la rempit! Pandang aku lpstu gelak2, kutuk2 aku, ek elehhhhhh kau igt kau lawa? Setakat muka kau bersih, putih kau bole gelak2 lah? Haha lawak kan muka aku? Byk pimples kan? Kau tahu tak ape pimples? JERAWAT LA BODOH! Don't you ever think that you are too perfect than anyone includin' me. Because nobody's perfect. I knew lately my life mcm tak betul. Honestly, every single day aku asyik down je. Gelak gelak la jugak kan lpstu duduk nak nangis. I can't meet him, mcm dah lost contact pun ada. Haih -,- ape aku buat semua salah. Buat itu tak kena, buat ini tak kena. Seriusly, i hate my life. And YOU. I just can't stand it anymore. Everyday i have to keep it in my heart. Because he doesn't want to interfere in my life anymore, that's what he said to me. I can only say to him that i am down and rasa nak nangis. Hm i knew i am a bad daughter. VERY BAD. But this is me. I really want to change my attitude, change my personality. And i was trying so hard to change it but i just can't because i was born to be like this. That's all, nobody understands me. Even my parents, my friends, him, sedara mara. Takde sape akan paham diri aku. Takde sape akan tahu apa aku pendam selama ni. Takde sape akan tahu apa akan jadi pada aku pada masa depan. Sorry guys, kat sini aku boleh luahkan so korang paham paham la sndiri sbb aku tanak cerita dan tolong jangan paksa aku untuk cerita apa yg jadi pada aku. Aku tak suka org paksa paksa. Let me keep it in my heart.